She told me so

I hate to admit it but months ago I blogged about someone telling me to take it easy and not overwhelm myself and I thought she was full of it. Today I finally realized that she is so wise and that I wish i would have taken her advice.

After this incident today I am really trying to figure out this whole being alone thing. My kids and I are having a good time and the time is flying by but there are many times recently that I should have said no to many things.

She suggested that I take a day off and I thought that to be ridiculous, but she was right..ok she was right. I am having a blast and trying to better myself but have just decided until I figure out why I am sick and start getting better I am going to slow it down.

I scared Courtny pretty bad on the way to the gym the other day and never want that to happen again, so regretfully I am giving myself a couple days off. At least until after my physical.

I just have to take care of stuff system wise and feel like if I don't things will start to take over my life..ie:other peoples drama.

It is really going to be crappy not working out for a couple days, but I am sure my body will manage. I will still eat good, because I have made a lifestyle change but am taking a break.